i know i've said this before, but i am sorry for how i treated you, if it ever reflected a different way than how i really felt.  i don't pretend anymore, i wear my emotions on my face. i don't take you for granted - i take you for probably more than you are, actually.  i see you as more than a boy who keeps breaking my heart, despite my friends' best intentions to show me otherwise.  you will always be more to me.