i know it means absolutely nothing to you because that's what i mean to anybody any more but i am actually sorry. I'm sorry that i couldn't make this work out between us (because I did give up annie and i think you know that even though you constantly say that it was your fault, that you pushed me too far or whatever). I stopped trying, because i wasn't enjoying our relationship more than not enjoying it, and so i dropped the ball. And now things are changed and it's so impossible between us and it's my fault we are arguing like this and are beginning to resent each other (because i'm sensing that from you) so i'm sorry! i don't know how to make it right, i don't know if we can. i'm sorry.