Growth is necessary.  Expansion of mind, to open myself to the unexpected, of body, to physically allow for such growth, and of soul, to adapt to, perhaps even accept, my most gruesome enemies.  I realize that life is too short to fight in and incite a new weekly battle, and I realize that I love life so much more without such annoyances.  So I brush it aside, I eliminate the chance, because I tell myself I can.  Endurance is key; perseverance weighs heavier, though.  Let this be the start to a new life, a better life, a less-complicated self and a more-secure me.  -- his words. he's done, isnt he?