i feel like such a coward, yet everyone seems to be trying to convince me that running away is the strong thing to do this time, it's the brave thing to do, it's the right thing to do.

but it's not. they're wrong, and you're wrong, and everyone's wrong, because the only thing that makes me feel okay anymore is knowing, and knowing everything will be okay, and i know no one will ever make me feel as okay as you did when we were together.

why are we fighting this, joe?  i dont want any of this, i dont want any of this nonsense, i just want the chance to fall in love with you all over again. that's it. that's all i want.