i honestly thought you were perfect for me. maybe i still do.

why are you taking such advantage of me? i love you, i care about you, i gave you my heart and you're leaving it out in the sun to rot and die slowly.

i know you care, because you wouldn't be so upset if you didn't.  but i'm trying my hardest to support you with everything i can without being your girlfriend, and its so hard. give me something, please, some inkling of why i should.