[3:17:54 PM] ***: i have to stop and think about it only because sometimes i really want to
[3:17:57 PM] ***: but most of the time i don't
you'd think this would make me stop. you'd think i'd recognize the futility of it all, you'd think i'd stop holding on because it's easier than getting hurt, but it's not. it's surprising what hope can do, and i'm hoping for a million different things right now.
i'm hoping for you to change your mind, and i'm hoping to find someone else.
i'm hoping to be found deserving of someone who deserves me, and won't give me the nonsense.
i'm hoping to be happy.
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