sorry?

i shouldn't apologize to you for what i did.  there was nothing wrong... you left me, you removed yourself from me... you know that if i had the choice, things would be different, much different.  but i didn't, and now i have to make a far harder one: listen to what everyone else is saying (tell you to leave me alone, stop talking to you, don't go back, don't get my hopes up for something that may - or may not - happen), or listen to my heart.