Saturday, May 7, 2011

relay for life

it was nice, being with you there.  we were flirting, i know, but there was that one time when Maddy went to take a picture that you didn't put your arm around me.  maybe that was you trying not to lead me on.  actually, it probably was, but it was at the beginning of the night and things (between you and i) only went up from there.

i might be overanalyzing this, instead of taking it for what it was: a nice night out with friends.  but i can't keep forcing myself to be just friends with the boy who used to be my everything. it's not fair.

i know i need to start taking advice and not talk to you, at least for a little while.

but won't that hurt me more?

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